So the reason why I have not posted to this blog is pretty sad:
I have been sucked up into the vortex of a monogamous physical relatiosnhip.

But that's not what this entry is about.

A few months into this "situation" I find out that this guy may leave within six months. As an "appetizer" he has had to leave for a business trip and will be gone for six weeks.

six weeks.

About a month and a half.

The problem is this: I've done the long distance relationship thing and found that it doesn't always work. It can either draw two people together or tear two people apart.

My dilemma is: I don't know if I can take another long distance relationship. The last time we both fell for an ideal. At the same time I want to see what will happen. What if this is one of those tests that people go through to test their integrity?

Anyone gone through the long distance thing?

Any thoughts?

come in red fox...over.
this is grey squirrel.......over.
nice pix...great smile...over.
living without laughter....can't do it...over.
what does the radical dreamer do for fun......over.
...ciao.

"e" aka grey squirrel

match.com never fails. another weirdo surpassing the "27-35" age range and preference for men of color just sent me this message:

I'm "j," 38 years old, 6'5'' form Santa Monica Calif. I'd love to meet my dream girl here. She's a brown eyed sweatheart. With straight dark hair. She is a special girl with a kind caring personality. She never likes to use bad language.... I love nice cars and nice restaurants, basketball and golf. I work out everyday. I weight 235 but it's all muscle. I love dancing salsa, hip hop, r&b well all dance music I guess... I graduated from UCLA ..I'm a real estate invester here in Southern Cal. Besides working out I love cars and computer stuff. Anyway talk to you later..

me no talk bad language? well, FUCK THAT!